why...
why...
why...
i just freeze and loose all my words when it happens.
and when i shouldn't speak, my mouth just opens. -__-

i'm feeling kinda numb now. i'm not doing the right things but i'm not really bothered by it, when exams are just 2 weeks away. for instance, i'm not supposed to be on the computer but i am anyway. i took quite some time doing that slide thing on the top of the page. well, it was quite easy, but me being computer illiterate, yea, you know. i feel good after doing it up actually. haha. i'm weird. oh ya, alan's doing some performance thingy on his violin tomorrow. go alan! haha. okok, i think i've blabbered enough. off to bed. zzz