I can't really remember what happened yesterday. I was reading my previous post and I can't remember what was it I saw. I don't know if it's a gift or a curse to forget so easily. One thing for sure now- I feel so numb. As though things around me don't matter much anymore. Things that I found to be normal last time, now I find just plain dumb and stupid. I've been using the F word pretty frequently too. I'm doing stupid things. Disappointed some people and shocked some also. Don't know what kind of impression I'm giving myself. I can't really be bothered about school work anymore. Who am I now? What's black, what's white?