It's been such a tiring few days. Like Eileen siad, I can't please everyone. I will have to disappoint someone, and it's my decision to make. That's the tough part. Decision. But it has to be made and there's no avoiding it. Appetite's been running low these days, talk about putting on weight and hitting the gym. I really hope my appetite will get better, otherwise I'm going to be a science exhibit at BodyWorld.

I come broken before You.